Really a Victim Soul Now

The Da called. He says I am really a victim soul now.

We don't know what is going on, me especially. The stripping down. Lots of temporal unknowns.

Lots of mystical unknowns, too, other than I am here, and the Catholicism is more here in God, in suffering, in prayer, and in the books.

It all changes, the temporal Catholic world means even less to those plucked from it, in a temporal sense, yet those plucked from it suffer and pray for the temporal Catholic world all the more.

Trying to list out the flora of the gardens on web site. Got the Japanese Maples listed, but no photos or descriptions yet.

Took a photo of the golden crocuses blooming. Awoke yesterday wondering what good do the $3000 gold vestments hanging in the sacristy closet, do for people like me, or anyone? But the gold crocuses, they do me much good, and the good they do illuminates some hope, and helps me pray better for the ones who purchased the $3000 gold brocade vestments hanging in the sacristy closet. A shame, for in healthier days, I could have sewn them for $50...donated the time.